It is very hard to take reality into your mind sometimes. The past, like a ghost, enters your mind and haunts you with memories. The mixed emotions of reality and past creates a whirlwind in your mind. It destroys your brain cells slowly , making you unable to think clearly , leaving you with a question ; “What to feel ?”
It is hard , it is difficult, it is a menace that can come and hit you at anytime. Being strong becomes second priority since the emotions and attachments are too close for you to throw away. Too important to forget.
You end up thinking ” What I am going to do right now ? “. And it hurts..