It would be a blast . If we could run together to eternity. To find ourselves , to be together. to be the ones we always wanted to be. Those moments will not be forgotten, It will reside in our minds as memories, as photographs that never gets destroyed. It would be a blast to be together again. as one , without detachment , anxiety and sorrow.
No requirement for obedience . what is required is clarity of feelings between each other . then BOOOOOM !!! feelings explode , physical contact. and the rest as they say is
It’s been a while , since you have left us
leaving memories behind, that still remain in our hearts
it’s been a while , it is now three months.
The soul yearns ,still yearns,
for your warmth and shade.
The aching wounds that was created when you left,
has multiplied, with tears of blood flowing without a noise.
With all that pain, I have progressed in life
Trying to make myself a man , like you .
Yet in your shade , I am just that son
who loves you so much
and now, who misses you so much.
It’s been a while , Dear Father, It’s been a while
Time has played a trick on all of us
This time last year you were here with us
and now you are in heaven , showering your blessings to us
I sincerely wish you are here with me now,
but I know you are there with me ,in my heart and soul
and in my dreams at night,
where we have those usual conversations we used to have .
I miss you, I love you , so damn much.
and all I wish is that may your soul rest in peace ..
and may you never ever , lose your shine
Because you deserve the best , and one of a kind..
” I Love You… “
Tell me the words that I want to hear. Gulp down the insults since it would break my heart into pieces. Maybe it is because I am naïve and I hate living in the negatives, else, it is just pure fear of losing you. which I cannot afford.
You took me to places I have never been before. Showed me what it is like to be a man for a change, rather than a pessimistic, back boneless human being. With such super powers you inculcated in me , how can I be without you ? I will just be nothing without you.
I am will be among the living dead.
So think again , about me , this person yearning for your warmth for future centuries and current months and time. I won’t take any prisoners when I finally go from this world.
But, I will always take your love with me, So we can b e together until we are not born again
I could whisper into your ear and say . The things I feel about you. The things I want to say to you , about you. about me. I cannot say those things out loud. since those are private. those are secrets. which I want to share only with you. and you only. But how can I do it when you are so far away from me.? . even though you are near. The yearnings that resonate in my body cannot take this anymore. There is something that blocks me in doing what I want to do. some disturbance. It could be doubt, it could be anxiety. shyness or unwillingness to take a risk. Yet , the mind wants to do it. and I know I will do it someday. To tell you really, how I feel and think about you.
Tore down the memories
fill out the blanks with words of despair , words of foul
build a bridge of fire , made strong through hatred and annoyance.
When will peace come ?